today: san francisco food bank, city search, and VII for dinner.

tensions: the desire to go home mixed with the sadness of my last day with the BARM kids yesterday ("girl, you white as HELL!"), and my last day with so so many people coming up in the next two weeks.

god-things: the book of ephesians. it's great. having the message to read on and off really helps to shake up my own stagnation. sometimes i'm so tired i find myself reading through passages of the bible and just missing it. i'm almost overwhelmed by it and fatigue makes me grope around for something that will smack me around a little till i wake up. the funny little paper back copy of the message that we got at graduation(who knew!) has really been helpful there.